Just one of those days

I should have known it by the anxiety attacks I was having on Monday, but I figured it was all the coffee and the Excedrin that I had taken that was making me so jittery.

Last night my knee popped out again, and this time I think I really did some damage to it. It's swollen and very difficult to walk, but I have it bandaged. I should have gone to the hospital but I couldn't get ahold of the only person with keys to my house and couldn't figure out how I was going to open the door if I called an ambulance. So I did something that I probably shouldn't have done and moved it back in place.....ugh. Funny how someone as weak stomached as I am has consistently been able to pop her kneecap back into place every time it pops out. I guess I'd rather take that quick pain than the inability to walk and the constant pain of a bone being where it shouldn't be. It's still gross though. The muscles there are already weak, and I've been trying to put off the surgery until next year, but it feels like I might have REALLY messed it up so I may have to have the surgery sooner than I wanted. I don't even want to go into all the reason that won't work for me. But whatever happens happens I guess.

This morning Cass texted me and said she has her court date tonight from when her and her friends got beat up by that boy last month. Of course I got no notification, so after the run around on the phone I finally was able to discover that yes indeed the boy has court tonight. Unfortunately it's at 6:00 so that means I have to skip my lunch and leave work early so that I can be there on time. I have no idea what I'm going to do with Tristan. I don't feel all that comfortable bringing him into a courtroom, but I guess I don't have any other option since I have no one to watch him.

Well, the good news is that it's Thursday. Today will fly by and tomorrow will be a breeze, and then I'll have a nice relaxing weekend that is drama free. I swear, all the dumb shit that I'm been focusing my energy on lately is wearing on me. I'm going to be a much happier person now that all the ignorant people are out of my life.