Cowards and Agendas and Saints

Dear spreadtheword3:

I personally want to thank you for butting into my business. And I really want to thank you for forwarding me the emails that you shared with the man that I loved, showing me all the cruel words that he spoke of me and letting me know what his REAL opinion of me is. I find it ironic that you say you come because of God, yet your actions are that of someone with an agenda. If I believed in God, I would have to think that God is of the loving nature. And if God is of the loving nature, then would he want you to do something to another that would cause them pain? Emotional pain, yes, but pain none the less.

See, I was on the road to recovery. I was healing just fine and was ready to get on with my life. And every time you felt the need to send me an email it just reopened wounds that were starting to heal. Now I have no freaking clue what you did yesterday to him. But whatever you did, it must have been something to set him off on the writing rampage that he is on to destroy me.

For some reason he thinks that I am you. And I am led to believe that you are him, or at least one of his family members. I find it quite ironic that I spoke to no one about he and I having another falling out. I thought it was just another spat and we’d get over it, like we always do. So no one, none of my friends, no one in my family, no one that I work with, NO ONE knew that he and I were at odds. And yet, I get a forwarded email from you, spreadtheword, where you quote some of my words, and to make it worse, you say that I told you these words. Well, guess what. I only said those words to one person, and that is him. So wherever you’re getting your information from, at least be upfront about it.

I will say that I have to agree with him. You are quite the coward. And to do so in the name of God is quite scandalous. But whatever your intent was, in the end it’ll come out. You can’t hurt me anymore because I simply don’t care anymore. So, if that was your mission, you have succeeded. Bravo.