Saturday, June 14, 2008

Going Through the Motions

Going through the motions
Day after day
Feeling so lost
I can't find my way

The initial shock is gone
It no longer hurts
Now I'm just numb
I wonder which is worse

I've forgotten how to smile
I can barely breathe
This pressure in my chest
Will it ever leave

I feel so alone
So empty inside
Talking about it is useless
My feelings I have to hide

The jumbled thoughts
The sleepless nights
My heavy heart
When will I feel alright

Who am I now
What do I do
I try to figure it out
But I haven't got a clue

The tears won't come
I have no peace
I scream silently and I write
Trying to find a release

Going through the motions
For yet another day
Maybe tomorrow
I'll start to find my way

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